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Destino Project Update: Nogales, Sonora

I spent a few days in Tucson, where I observed an Operation Streamline proceeding in Federal Court, went on a 10 kilometer hike in the Arizona desert with the Samaritans of Tucson, and generally acclimated to the heat before heading further south to the twin border towns of Nogales, Arizona – Nogales, Sonora. I left the rented Dodge in a lot on the American side and within about 20 minutes of walking over the bridge, I had checked into my room at the Hotel Caribbean – a neglected L-shaped structure squatting in front of a giant construction project. The mottled, stucco facade may have been intended to evoke some kind of Caribbean motif but with its grime-encrusted exterior, it looked more like a medium security prison out of the Nat Geo series, Locked Up Abroad.

I visited San Juan Bosco, a migrant shelter wedged halfway up a steep incline where clusters of houses clung precariously to the dusty hillside. There, I photographed migrants from El Salvador, Honduras, Guatemala and Mexico – many of whom had been caught by U.S. Border Patrol as they tried to cross illegally into the United States and were subsequently held in private detention facilities in Arizona before being deported to Mexico.

Nothing along the border is simple. In the region surrounding Nogales, in the Mexican state of Sonora, smugglers, known as polleros continue to operate as semi-autonomous agents. But they must pay a certain percentage of their earnings to the drug cartels that control the business of drug smuggling, human trafficking and the smuggling of undocumented migrants. Along other parts of the border, the drug cartels have either chased out or killed off the polleros in order to fully control the trade. Nothing passes through the desert corridor without the consent of local drug lords. Needless to say, getting any kind of access to this illicit activity is next to impossible.

It took eight days, but finally, with the help of my fixer, Jorge, two local journalists and a four-wheel drive pickup we rented from a guy called El Arabe, we succeeded in traveling to Altar, a small town about two and a half hours south of Nogales that is basically a staging ground for illegal immigration. The town is lined with small kiosks and shops selling knock-off brand backpacks, Virgen de Guadalupe memorabilia, bandanas, phone cards, crudely made slippers with pieces of carpeting sewn along the bottom to obliterate footprints, black plastic water jugs – necessary items for making the desert crossing in the punishing, suffocating heat. Cheap flophouses and hostels offer lodging for a night or two, as migrants await money transfers from relatives. Deals are struck. Eventually, migrants will be packed into one of the many vans parked near the square to be transported along a dusty, rutted road to Sasabe 90 kilometers northwest, near the Mexico – Arizona border.

In Altar, we have breakfast and wait for mass to begin and end at the colonial era church off the main plaza. In the cramped side chapel, migrants kneel and pray as candles flicker and a framed picture of La Virgen de Guadalupe smiles benevolently. After the mass ends, we talk to the priest. I show him a copy of the 8×8 Destino book I designed using Blurb – it’s forty images and the lyrics from the Manu Choa song, Clandestino, by now stained and worn from the many hands that have handled it over the course of the week. The priest nods. He taps a number into his cell phone. A quick exchange and we’ve been granted safe passage from Altar to Sasabe.

Three hours later, we arrive in Sasabe with our internal organs intact but seemingly redistributed. Small shrines to Saint Judas and La Virgen appear alongside the road. Ancient Saguaro cactuses brood among the ocotillo and cholla shrubs. The vegetation is hostile; the light is getting good. In Sasabe, I find a large group of mostly Central American migrants dodging the heat within the cavernous cool interior of a cantina that seems to alternately function as a kind of rooming house. Along the far wall, several migrants rest on grimy mattresses. A crowd gathers. I show them the 8×8 book. They tell me their personal stories. I take pictures until a man steps inside and tells me to stop. I can see him out of the corner of my eye, about to cross the street and I squeeze off one more frame. And then we get the hell out of there.

San Juan Bosco migrant shelter, Nogales, Sonora

Migrants, La Mariposa, Sonora

Shrine along the road to Sásabe

Guatemalan migrant, Sásabe, Sonora

Migrant, La Mariposa, Sonora

Dying saguaro

La Ladrillera, Sásabe, Sonora

Migrants, La Mariposa, Sonora

Migrant, Sásabe, Sonora

Special thanks to my Mexican twin and new friend, Luis Cordona pictured here with his son Jose. Un agradecimineto especial a mi gemelo Mejicano y nuevo amigo, Luis retratado con su hijito Jose.

Dorothy Chao - Absolutely amazing photos.... thanks so much for sharing the link!

Destino on KICKSTARTER Funding successful!

45 DAYS, 127 BACKERS, $10,425 PLEDGED OF $6,800 GOAL (153% funded).

Thank you to everyone who backed, Destino, a photography book project portraying the epic journey across Mexico by freight train of undocumented Central American migrants as they attempt to enter the United States in pursuit of a better life. Please visit the project homepage on KICKSTARTER to learn more.

For additional project information, check out the following interviews:

The Image, Deconstructed

Interview from TID continues on the PJ Photo Editors blog

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Rea + Emmett

Just say macaroons and I’m there. I met Emmett and Rea for the first time at the Four Seasons in Georgetown, over their dessert tasting sampler. Popping a macaroon in my mouth, I pinched myself to make sure I wasn’t dreaming. I got big hugs from both of them. Instant rapport. I’d already been all over their wedding website, so I knew they were planning on having a Soul Train dance line. I grew up watching Soul Train. You can not go wrong with a Soul Train dance line! Ever. Here are some highlights:

Thanks to DJ extraordinair Chris Laich for keeping the line moving smoothly and soulfully! Huge round of applause for Assistant Director of Catering at the Four Seasons, Tina Nader.

Most of all though, congratulations, Rea and Emmett. The wedding was memorable. I look forward to a lasting friendship and Thai food when I get back from Mexico.

Tiffany + Meredith

Tiffany and Meredith got married in New York City in July, but the big ceremony and celebration took place at the Hotel Monaco in DC on October 15.

Congratulations Meredith and Tiffany!

Thank you Trevor Blake from MyDeejay for keeping everyone on their feet.

Judi Parks - Beautiful! So many tender, poignant moments. I'd love to see this wedding published as a picture story in the mainstream media.

Holly Steen - Stunning photography. I love the beautiful moments you captured between the brides. Michelle you made me a fan. Love your photography and your beautiful soul shines through to your work.

Astrid Riecken - Wow, these images are absolutely gorgeous. What a beautiful wedding. The couple seems so happy and warmly welcomed by the surrounding guests and family members. Very, very moving ! Thanks for sharing.

Bryce + Boaz at the Tabard Inn 6.12.11

I love the Tabard Inn, especially in the winter. You can settle into a deep armchair or sit on one of the stiff sofas near the fire, sipping scotch or hot toddies and pretend you’re somewhere in the English countryside. The fish tacos are better than any I’ve ever had in Mexico. The National Geographic headquarters are just around the corner and if you drop by the Tabard in early January when the NG photographers are in town for their annual meeting, you could potentially bump into some legends like David Alan Harvey, Maggie Steber, William Albert Allard and Alex Webb.

I met Bryce and Boaz back in February. I’ve photographed plenty of lesbian commitment ceremonies and weddings, but thus far, I had never shot a Gay wedding. Boaz and I sort of have mirror experiences, he being born in the U.S., but grew up in Israel while I was born in Jerusalem and grew up in Syracuse. This was going to be one day where I wouldn’t need to worry about stepping on a dress. And I couldn’t wait to meet the Israeli contingent.

Thanks guys! It was a pleasure and an honor. Sidra, one more wedding together makes a trifecta!

chelo - Your photos are amazing! very compliments.

admin - This was my favorite shoot in a very long time. For a documentary photographer, the greatest gift is access, regardless of subject matter. Being in Mexico with migrants really isn't all that different. The common elements are the interactions and emotions that reveal something universal about our humanity. Often when I look at wedding photography, what I perceive is the vaguely intrusive and directorial presence of the photographer. This isn't necessarily because the photographer is literally directing events. Often, people resist being photographed in a way that is not managed. It's understandable; people are image conscious and want to control how they are represented. But if the photographer encounters that brick wall of resistance, the inaccessibility to anything unscripted, like a curtain coming down every time the camera is raised, that can make things difficult. Bryce and Boaz were completely themselves, at ease with each other and oblivious to me. And so were their friends and families.

Maggie Steber - Beautiful photographs...with a huge range of situations and more importantly, emotions. Even I got teary-eyed. Maggie

Gary Walts - Michelle, you are the best, and a real inspiration. Gary

Boaz - Michelle, The photos are wonderful. Looking through them brings us right back. I laugh...I Cry... Perfect. Thanks so much, Boaz

Unbound @ LOOK3

LOOK3, Festival of the Photograph in Charlottesville, VA is like the Lollapalooza of photography. Billed as three days of peace, love and photography, the festival transforms the small pedestrian mall in downtown Charlottesville into both an indoor and outdoor venue for screenings, exhibits, open air projections and lectures by legacy artists such as Mary Ellen Mark, Sally Mann, Anton Kratochvil and Nan Goldin. If you were looking to boost an M9, this would be the place. Charlottesville in early June is where you can find the largest concentration of 25-year-olds with pony tails and Leicas on the East Coast. I’ve never made it to LOOK3, as I always have a wedding to shoot on that weekend. But this year, I decided to take one of the workshops – UNBOUND that takes place during the week leading up to the three-day festival weekend. Taught by Alex and Rebecca Norris Webb, a married team with about nine published photo books between the two of them, the workshop is intended to help photographers edit and sequence a long term project. You would think that with all of the wedding albums I’ve designed over the years, sequencing photos – the process by which images are paired together on facing pages would be something I was comfortable with. But sequencing a book that doesn’t really conform to a literal or chronological order is very different from sequencing a wedding album, where images fall neatly – almost rigidly along a circumscribed timeline of Getting Ready, Ceremony, Formals, Cocktail Hour, Reception.

I filled a pair of leather saddlebags I had picked up in a market in Mexico City with about 150 small work prints of my Destino project, tossed them over the seat of La Bestia, my brand new 150cc Genuine Scooter, gassed up and headed over the Key Bridge on a warm morning with low humidity and not a lot of traffic. Just past Warrenton, VA, the back tire blew out going 65 miles an hour on the 29 Bypass. At first, it felt like I’d just been buffeted by a huge blast of air, but then La Bestia started yawing back and forth like some plucked marlin flailing on the deck of a boat. I squeezed the breaks trying to slow her down, but she kept fishtailing while dragging hard left. I thought for sure I was going down. So long, sayonara, good night, but somehow, I managed to guide her to the spit of gravel and weeds along the median, my left foot skidding to a trembling halt. Traffic slowed to a crawl, then stopped. People got out of cars to make sure I was OK and then a Sheriff’s Deputy pulled up in a patrol car. I thought I was in for it as I only had my learner’s permit. Instead, he offered to call a tow truck. I thanked him but called the toll free number for Genuine Scooter Company’s two year complimentary road side assistance and the Sheriff’s Deputy waved and drove off. I sat down in the weeds, under a grudging sun as traffic rushed by on 29, chewing on a ham and cheese bagel, pondering whether there would ever be peace in the Middle East and if cats farted or if I was contracting Lyme Disease while waiting for the tow truck to pick me up. At a Warrenton motorcycle shop, a couple of good ol boys marveled that I wasn’t road pizza, saying, “She rode it out like a champ!” They yanked a one inch nail out of the back tire, gave me a cold Diet Pepsi and patched up my tire for free.

By the time I got to Charlottesville, the building on Maine Street where the workshop was taking place was locked, the meet and greet session scheduled for the first day over. I chained La Bestia to a bike rack on the pedestrian mall and sat down at a round metal table outside a restaurant near a giant Antonin Kratochvil photograph, lit a cigarette and ordered a Corona. As the late afternoon sun grew less intense, I sat, slightly lightheaded from an ebbing adrenalin rush and a mild beer buzz. I thought I saw Mary Ellen Mark walk by, trailing long dark braids and a musk-scented effluvium.

Arriaga railyard, Chiapas 2010 (L) Security cameras and Jesus, San Luis Potosi, 2011 (R)

The rather grueling but productive week that followed was spent editing, sequencing and re-sequencing photos and with daily trips to Revolutionary Soup and Java Java. Each day, the eleven diverse projects were critiqued, gradually evolving into a tight edit of paired images.  By the end of each day, everyone was too fried to do much of anything other than stagger back to the dorms on the University of Virginia campus, passing out in the spartan, cell-like rooms made of cinder block walls slick with moisture, amidst the pervasive odor of dorm life: an amalgam of beer-soaked industrial carpeting, socks, generations of sweaty late night grope sessions. The week culminated in a slide show highlighting the work of all three workshops – ours and the two taught by Chris Anderson and Mary Ellen Mark.

Oaxaca, Mexico 2011

The next day, I saddled up La Bestia and made it back to Takoma Park without incident, having one full day to decompress from the week and prepare for Bryce and Boaz’s Tabard Inn wedding.

Anne Henning - hi Michelle We've never met, but, curious about more of your work, i just spent some rich time looking at your website. You care and it shows. I like your grit and your intellect. Congratulations on your successes. anne

Olivia + Sean’s backyard Memorial Day Weekend wedding

God, what a relief to be in a deep, verdant Chevy Chase backyard with its riot of flowering trees and shrubs and an eclectic assortment of friends and family instead of anywhere near the Mall with Rolling Thunder and other logistical Memorial Day Weekend, DC headaches. After the ceremony, I jumped into my Subaru Outback and hightailed it to Woodend, ahead of the guests to make sure Chris, my assistant had lights set up inside for the reception. By the way, assistant means schleper of stuff. The guy who keeps the engine running when a speedy getaway is required. The one who makes sure I’m hydrated. The behind-the-scenes equipment set up person, gone shortly after the posed family photos are taken. All on the QT. My first question whenever I interview a potential assistant is Can You Drive A Stick? Assistant never means second shooter. Mine is not a team effort. Aside from my three dogs, Maggie, Nina and Ozzie Spumanti, collectively known as The Aristocrats, there are no Associates. I believe in crafting a recognizable signature style and having a point of view over providing blanket coverage. Sometimes less is more. Chris actually is a great assistant. He can drive a stick, always shows up on time or a bit early, and he brings along a light meter and a couple of spare Pocket Wizards.

At Woodend, the light outside was nearly perfect – the time of day when the sun is more color than heat, the grove suffused with muted light. The kind of light photographers and Impressionist painters alike go wild about.

Here is an example of good planning. At three in the afternoon at the end of May, the sun is punishing, the light harsh and contrasty. Colors wash out, shadows accumulate like sink holes. Inside, however, the light reflects and bounces off the white walls. This is what you want on a wedding day:people inside bright rooms when the light outside is harsh, gradually transitioning to outdoors later in the afternoon.

Nice moment + nice light = good picture.

Moments are like little situations unfolding in front of your eyes that require much observation and a lot of patience. Rarely, if ever do you just see something, pick up your camera abd snap at it. A moment is usually outcome of a developing situation after many exposures have been made.

The indefatigable Matt Odom from Venice Beach, CA, without a doubt, the coolest videographer I’ve ever met.

A perfect transition from outdoors to in. The natural light now almost completely gone, I switch over to my remote controlled strobes mounted up high on light stands,  bouncing them into the cream colored walls. This helps create that same soft but modeled natural light effect as having a large window letting in a lot of indirect light that bounces around the room. Light is the aesthetic component of photography. It’s the quality that counts. It’s why pictures taken outdoors in the middle of a clear, bright sunny day or pictures taken with direct flash look like crime scene photos. The light is dreadful.

This is more of what I’m going for – the little moments that take place regardless of whether a photographer had been present or not.

Thank you Olivia and Sean for picking me to document your wedding day. Thanks to Alexandra Kovach for recommending me and also to her team who did an outstanding job (as usual). It was also a pleasure to finally meet the wonderful Sidra Forman.

Matt Odom - Stellar job Michelle! Very sophisticated, timeless portraiture. It does Olivia and Sean justice! I hope we get to team up on something fun sometime in the near future! ~ Matt

Parvo Puppies, Washington Animal Rescue League, May 23, 2011

Puppy being treated for parvovirus in the isolation room at the Washington Animal Rescue League on Monday, May 23. The puppy was one of 37 dogs and 5 cats transported from Tuscaloosa, Alabama after devastating tornadoes tore through the region earlier this month. Ten of the rescued puppies tested positive for the highly contagious disease. Puppies have weaker immune systems than older dogs, making them highly vulnerable to the deadly parvovirus.

Destino – project update

I spent close to five weeks in Mexico in January and February, visiting migrant shelters in the states of Chiapas, Oaxaca, Veracruz, San Luis Potosi, and Coahuila as part of my ongoing project photographing Central American migrants. For safety reasons, I had to abandon my initial plan of traveling from Mexico City to the U.S. border (I made it as far as Saltillo in the state of Coahuila, about a seven hour bus ride from Nuevo Laredo along the Texas border). In Nuevo Laredo, Los Zetas – the erstwhile armed wing of the Gulf drug cartel now control the Rio Bravo along the Texas border where migrants pay coyotes up to three thousand dollars to be smuggled across. I was warned repeatedly not to travel to Nuevo Laredo, and heading a good friend’s advice about not taking any stupid risks, I hopped a bus back to Mexico City and from there took an overnight bus all the way down south to Arriaga in Chiapas – an area I knew well.

Central American migrants travel through the Mexican state of Chiapas on top of a northbound freight train. Migrants call the train La Bestia - The Beast or El Tren De La Muerte - The Train of Death because of the many hardships endured along the train route, including kidnappings, assaults and injuries suffered from falling off moving trains.

Freddy Niño, Ixtepec, Oaxaca

I had met Freddy Niño back in July at the Home of Mercy migrant shelter in Arriaga. The first thing you notice about Freddy is the deep scars across his face and arms. I asked him about the scars – how he had gotten them. He just looked at me and said, “Son cosas de vida” but he wouldn’t elaborate.

Tierra Blanca, Veracruz

Salvadoran migrant, Casa Cáritas, San Luis Potosi

Honduran and Salvadoran migrants. Casa Cáritas, San Luis Potosi

Salvadoran migrants. Casa Cáritas, San Luis Potosi

Gay migrants. Posada Belen migrant shelter, Saltillo, Coahuila

Young migrant with a cigarette. Casa Cáritas, San Luis Potosi

Migrant getting a haircut. Casa Cáritas, San Luis Potosi

Casa Cáritas migrant shelter, San Luis Potosi

Security cameras and Jesus. Casa Cáritas, San Luis Potosi

Migrant. Casa Cáritas, San Luis Potosi

Old woman. La Partrona near Cordoba, Veracruz

Migrants chasing train. Tierra Blanca, Veracruz

Boy huffing glue. Tierra Blanca, Veracruz

Rosalie and Verner. Hermanos En El Camino migrant shelter, Ixtepec, Oaxaca

Rosalie and Isaac. Hermanos En El Camino migrant shelter, Ixtepec, Oaxaca

Verner. Hermanos En El Camino migrant shelter, Ixtepec, Oaxaca

Hermanos En El Camino migrant shelter, Ixtepec, Oaxaca

Gerald, Hermanos En El Camino migrant shelter, Ixtepec, Oaxaca

I met Gerald on La Bestia, on the leg of the journey from Arriaga in Chiapas to Ixtepec, Oaxaca, as we rode on top of the metal cargo wagon roof baking in the noonday sun. The train lurched past barren hills and windswept fields of China Palms that refracted light like shards of mirrored glass, past mango groves and small villages and towns, where people sometimes waved, as if they were watching a parade passing through. We smoked. Gerald told me he was from Leon in Nicaragua. His mother had abandoned him. He had a sister – a twin who was murdered. He went to El Salvador where he found work. He  married a woman whose son he adopted and with whom he had a daughter. In 2005, he was struck by a high voltage cable and suffered third degree burns to 90 percent of his body. The accident caused massive head trauma and brain injury. He spent a year in the hospital. He lost his job. His wife left him, taking the children. Gerald said he didn’t really have any plans. He stared off a lot, sentences trailing unfinished.

Oaxaca, Mexico

China Palms, Oaxaca, Mexico

To learn more about my ongoing project Destino, please contact me at info@michellefrankfurter.com. Photographs from previous trips are currently on display at The Gallery at Vivid Solutions in Anacostia until June 3.

Colleen Woolpert - Wow, Michelle! These images are very powerful. I can see that telling this story is your passion. The intensity of the gazes, the precarious, dangerous lifestyle...it's awesome that we can share that experience with you. Thanks and best wishes as you continue the project.

andrea - These really are incredible. There's a lot here, but nothing overlaps—well edited. Thanks for sharing them.

sarah - Thank you for posting these photographs. They show the reality of what our immigrants and asylum seekers suffer through to get to the United States. I only wish there were a way to guarantee that all Americans would see these photos.

Jake’s Bar Mitzvah Bash at the Hilton Garden Inn in Fairfax

What’s not to like? I have the palette of a twelve-year old. A slider and ice cream sundae buffet and jars of Gummy Bears is my idea of an epicurean delight.

Jacob with parents Amy and Charles

Jake's brother Eli - a master hula hooper.

Jake's sister Noa

Noa, you're a Stah!

Thriller!

This is going to be me at my niece and nephew's Bat/Bar Mitzvah.

Mazel Tov Dude!

Thank you Amy and Charles for choosing me to document this wonderful day in your lives.

Maggie Steber - These are wonderful photographs of this young man's Bar Mitzvah...really wonderful intimate moments, great composition and some wonderful photographs of various personalities. thanks for sharing and Mazel Tov Jacob!